Kyle. 19. Military Brat. Sophomore at the University of Alabama. Roll Tide.

 

First day of work tomorrow! 
#work #intern #summer2013 #internship

First day of work tomorrow!
#work #intern #summer2013 #internship

Chloe is so pretty. #Chloe #puppy #dog #ChloeSpam #blacklab #mut

Chloe is so pretty. #Chloe #puppy #dog #ChloeSpam #blacklab #mut

@loren4710’s birthday cake…y’all you just don’t understand. #delicious #cake #birthdays

@loren4710’s birthday cake…y’all you just don’t understand. #delicious #cake #birthdays

Getting stuff done in Reese Phifer! Time to ball out on final projects!!

Getting stuff done in Reese Phifer! Time to ball out on final projects!!

This Isn’t Good But…

I can feel myself retreating back into myself. Like, I’m getting the feeling I get when I move away from people where I start shutting people out and everything. It might be for the best because I’ve gotten too comfortable around here, honestly. I don’t know. I’m back in a place where I don’t like myself and even my actions are almost subconsciously/consciously pushing people away on purpose. Like, I know how to be fake, how to act, say what people want me to say…I just don’t because I almost jut want people to drop me. I know it’s strange but having people close to me stresses me out and I just feel judged constantly and no one really understands me. Even my best friend, whose super similar to me, doesn’t get me. I don’t know…I’m just rambling at this point. Back to my comm plan.